The Whole World-Outkast
Quote: "Brave Women fear nothing, brave me fear women." -fridge magnet from nancy
Sweet November isnt so sweet....
for those of you in a good mood and would not like to hear my sad problems and feelings.... just stop reading here... or acutally skip to the bottom...
I dern't know what the hell is up, but im getting pissed off at every little thing, just that ONE word, which i hear coming from the mouth of a certain someone almost every fukken morning ruins my entire day, cuz it just reminds me of all this crap that just pisses the HELL out of me. If you know the story, yea i know im being a bitch and im overreacting but its how i feel.
I miss my sister... even though we fought constantly she always had good advice, and new when i was sad or mad or watever... she just knew...
Have you ever told someone something, and you totally and completely trusted them only to find out they blabbed? well it sucks...
People have REALLY got to watch what they are SAYING, it only makes them look bad... im like that too... but im working on thinking before speaking...
Recent things have been brouhgt to my attention that makes me think a LOT about... i dont want to think about it though... cuz the future doesn't look to bright...
Sandra, you are ALWAYS there for me, and even though a few other people are there for me and comfort me, YOU are the one that always tells me the truth, you dont lie to me in order to make me feel better, you tell me the straigh out TRUTH which i prefer over lies....
No matter what anyone else says... lies are preferred cuz they make you feel better... the truth hurts, and sometimes lies are nessecary... i know this contradicts what i just said, but no matter what i like the truth, painful or not...
for those of you who have been in my P.E. class or are or was really close to me, you guys know i have a LOT of energy, like i could run a mile, and like a minute later and like skipping or something... and people are like "WHAT THE FUKK? DIDNT YOU JUST RUN?" but now... its gone... im too tired to do anything.... im too tired to argue... which i usually enjoy... i just go with the flow... cuz im just tired of life....
Not too sound conceited or anything, which i admit i am at times... although i dern't know why cuz i have nothing to be conceited about... but im a pushover and im tired of people taking me for granted.... im tired of being the "easy target" just because i am an easy target doesn't mean i dont mind... sometimes its ok... but at times is like"shut the fukk up" and no one truly takes me seriously which pisses the hell out of me.
sometimes i act happy... but really its a whole other feeling...
i hate people who cancel on me...
make up your mind...
unlike some bitch ass mutha fukkers, im going to admit it, i fukken changed ok, i admit it, im bitchier more emotional more sensitive ect... but im working on it... not hard... but im working on it
Emily yer so Cute... and thank you for listening to my stupid ideas... and no im not... dont even say it! sorry fer walking so slow to P.E. we can speed it up if YOU really want us to....
Im sorry SMAT, exlude the a cuz thats me, when i piss you guys off or hurt you guyz' feelings, its unintentionally and please forgive me...
for those of you with problems and think yer alone, your not, not just me, but a myriad of people out there have problems too... dont take your friends for granted, if you trust them, dont lose them as friends...
To all my FRIENDS i will always be there for you if you need me, and dont hesitate to call me anytime and just talk about anything....
BOTTOM
some funny stuff hahaha... sad but funny...
yesteday i went to souplantation with my momma and sistah... then my mom breaks into a story... which like mine.. are boring.... hahah
mom: want to hear wat happened to me at work today?
sis: sure!
me: great.......(in my head i was like thank god i have ice cream)
mom: well my coworker wants to marry chicken (my doggie) and he's all like yea i'll find a good luck wedding day (chinese superstition and tradition) and then i'll bring the eight gift baskets(loosely translated asian wedding tradition) and today he brought his four-- year old daughter to work--like your age anna-- and well
me: wait four or fourteen?
mom: Four... anyways...
me: WAIT A MINUTE... how is that like me?
mom: ANYWAYS...
me: (looks at my sistah...) *FOUR and FOURTEEN major diff wat in the world look*
sis: *who knows look
i derno.. i thought it was funny...
fer some strange reason i look foward to airbandz practice... its fun.. although its embarrasing cuz i suck... seriously i do, if i was good, i would say it... but i suck... but i enjoy it cuz pplz are so nice and funny!
although its a lot of hard work... i love yearbook, EVERYONE is so FRIENDLY plus its fun... except hard work... whoever think yearbook is a laid back class needs to get their head check, no offense.
i use the word exactly a lot now ... hahaha....
like monica concluded for me... I laugh to cope with things... | 
